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Monday, 06 September 2010

  • I drive myself crazy..

    ... thinking of you.
    Lately, I haven't been able to focus or concentrate.
    I've felt as if I had lost a part of myself.
    People tell me all the time that it's not worth the trouble.
    I tell myself that too, sometimes, as a lie.
    But, a part of me just can't let go, because it doesn't want to.
    I don't know what's wrong with me.
    I shouldn't be acting this way.
    I should be glad that my life is moving forward.. shouldn't I?
    That is.. if it even is moving forward.
    It doesn't feel like it.
    Maybe I need to learn to accept the truth, again.

    Even when the truth hurts.

Friday, 03 September 2010

  • Just not this week.

    It's been a rough week, so many things came up.
    Big things.. to little things..
    I've been so easily annoyed at everything! I can't help it.
    I try so hard to ignore the little conflicts, but I just couldn't do it.
    Lately, I've felt a lack of motivation and inspiration to do anything.
    There were days where I was just depressed and cried.
    There were days where I felt like I was wasting my time and so I gave up.
    and there were those days where nothing just made sense to me anymore..
    Sighs... I think I'm still in denial, as well ..


Sunday, 29 August 2010

  • “I am a hopeless optimist. I see the good in people always and sometimes that gets me into trouble but I really see no other way in living life. I believe in people over and over again, even if they have let me down, and I continue to believe that they will change for the better.” - Sophia Bush

    ^
    Story of my life.

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